Wednesday, January 17, 2007
8:48 PM
Agrh. so unlucky. my computer had been attacked by the virus and have lost the match, i have to suffer the conseqences of not using computer. so boring at homw doing nothing. oh yeah.
trying to cope up with my studies as the new year have started. and in the short period of time of the year. i have understand a lot of things. i understand that no one can be trusted including friends or even the ones closest to you may be a dangerous person. and i have learn the lesson from yeh gee that when a person is not seeing the other, the distance between them drifted apart for me who i care. same for me. she is hurting me, hurting me deep this time round again. she striked and i only can stood there and cry and do nothing. she is always the one that keep on hurting me and she is also my best friend, sitting next to her make me depressed. i dun want everything that happened last year happened again today in this year. she always makes my attitude changed towards her, making me very fustrated, trying to be back to myself in the olden days in primary school. sometimes i feel like crying out loud where no one can see me crying. however, that is impossible. trying to understand them makes me even more confuse. i feel like VOWING to be back to myself but that is difficult. or maybe not, i will try to give up the world of LOVE in my life, with no love in my world and i will leave the real word and live in my fantasy world of darkness. that i will engross in it.
p.s.: the blogskin that i hve just changed is a temporary blogskin till i find a better one.
Agrh. so unlucky. my computer had been attacked by the virus and have lost the match, i have to suffer the conseqences of not using computer. so boring at homw doing nothing. oh yeah.
trying to cope up with my studies as the new year have started. and in the short period of time of the year. i have understand a lot of things. i understand that no one can be trusted including friends or even the ones closest to you may be a dangerous person. and i have learn the lesson from yeh gee that when a person is not seeing the other, the distance between them drifted apart for me who i care. same for me. she is hurting me, hurting me deep this time round again. she striked and i only can stood there and cry and do nothing. she is always the one that keep on hurting me and she is also my best friend, sitting next to her make me depressed. i dun want everything that happened last year happened again today in this year. she always makes my attitude changed towards her, making me very fustrated, trying to be back to myself in the olden days in primary school. sometimes i feel like crying out loud where no one can see me crying. however, that is impossible. trying to understand them makes me even more confuse. i feel like VOWING to be back to myself but that is difficult. or maybe not, i will try to give up the world of LOVE in my life, with no love in my world and i will leave the real word and live in my fantasy world of darkness. that i will engross in it.
p.s.: the blogskin that i hve just changed is a temporary blogskin till i find a better one.
Saturday, January 06, 2007
11:44 PM
yeah, i shall chant about whats going on in school, even though i am not in the mood and my chin hurts! that idiot floor. hate IT! sometimes i do curse a lot. mr yeo, still say that MUST SEE WHETHER THE FLOOR GOT CRACKS OR NOT. IF THERE IS CRACKS MEANS I HAVE A IRON CHIN! how bad. but nvm.
maths: miss seow is now MRS YONG!
-but i am not use to calling her mrs yong.
english: miss jumilah
-same as sec 1 that time
chinese: ms zhao
-also the same, but the class have being more obedient than sec 1 time.
science: mr seethor
-also the same and also our form teacher
geography: miss denise tan
-changed. however, she's good, i can say.
history: mr tham
-changed. but haven see his real face yet as
there is always having a relief teacher
lit: miss tay
-ladies and gentlemen, but shes good too
art:mrs milesi & miss candy
-miss milesi is good i also can say and miss candy is pregnant,
so i think maybe she cannot walk about for too long, she ned REST!
p.e.: mr tan and mr raihan
-have nothin to say. becoz haven have p.e. lessons yet
yeah, i shall chant about whats going on in school, even though i am not in the mood and my chin hurts! that idiot floor. hate IT! sometimes i do curse a lot. mr yeo, still say that MUST SEE WHETHER THE FLOOR GOT CRACKS OR NOT. IF THERE IS CRACKS MEANS I HAVE A IRON CHIN! how bad. but nvm.
maths: miss seow is now MRS YONG!
-but i am not use to calling her mrs yong.
english: miss jumilah
-same as sec 1 that time
chinese: ms zhao
-also the same, but the class have being more obedient than sec 1 time.
science: mr seethor
-also the same and also our form teacher
geography: miss denise tan
-changed. however, she's good, i can say.
history: mr tham
-changed. but haven see his real face yet as
there is always having a relief teacher
lit: miss tay
-ladies and gentlemen, but shes good too
art:mrs milesi & miss candy
-miss milesi is good i also can say and miss candy is pregnant,
so i think maybe she cannot walk about for too long, she ned REST!
p.e.: mr tan and mr raihan
-have nothin to say. becoz haven have p.e. lessons yet
its is a disaster!
this few months and this few week.
argh! predestined!
all is predestined
hoping all the bad will go away and the good will stay.
i am not trying to grumble or wat so ever.
wat if i grumble or curse,
there is no use.
whats done is done
i am trying to stay to my old self
and the bad will just go away!
SHOO!
Monday, January 01, 2007
4:46 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
today my brother's house, HOUSE WARMING! by the way, nothing really special. just now playing with my cousins but now they have gone home, so now i am playing computer. while my brother and his friends is playing mah jong.
my NEW YEAR resolution:
1)stay happy
2)stay healthy
3)get better grades
4)slim down =D
this is my priority there is some more i can say! hahah!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
today my brother's house, HOUSE WARMING! by the way, nothing really special. just now playing with my cousins but now they have gone home, so now i am playing computer. while my brother and his friends is playing mah jong.
my NEW YEAR resolution:
1)stay happy
2)stay healthy
3)get better grades
4)slim down =D
this is my priority there is some more i can say! hahah!