Wednesday, April 25, 2007
9:08 PM
WHAT A DISAPPOINTMENT!
they are such a bully. always makes me feel like laughing and dumb. but i am forgiving. hahahs. really. i am not a bully they is a bully that i cannot tolerate. hahas
hahahs today he finally talk to me. even though it is only a word or maybe a phrase or a question. it warms my heart. and it brightens my day. last few days i am in bad mood and crazy about how to talk to him. but sometimes it makes me only want to look at him :)
IM GOING CRAZY OVER HIM!
and i know myself that i and him is impossible...
WHAT A DISAPPOINTMENT!
they are such a bully. always makes me feel like laughing and dumb. but i am forgiving. hahahs. really. i am not a bully they is a bully that i cannot tolerate. hahas
hahahs today he finally talk to me. even though it is only a word or maybe a phrase or a question. it warms my heart. and it brightens my day. last few days i am in bad mood and crazy about how to talk to him. but sometimes it makes me only want to look at him :)
IM GOING CRAZY OVER HIM!
and i know myself that i and him is impossible...
Sunday, April 22, 2007
10:04 PM
can u ever imagine that u are eating a bowl of worms?!?!?!?!?! can't imagine isn't it.
well, it happened to me just now. YUCKS! i nearly vomited (actually i did vomited). *pucked* is like i am cooking noodle for my mum, grandfather and for myself. is like disgusting. i think the problem doesn't lets on the expired date. is the number of day that is being placed there [in some place, some corner] erm. i don't feel like thinking bout it or talked about it anymore. i felt disgusted.
today i have just drawn a picture for the class painting design competition. i think is not nice at all. or i can say is moderate. i think stephani's will be nicer than mine [totally agree! man!] is like divided intotwo parts. One part: is a boy and a girl competing (bad side) and second part: is a boy and a gril wearing crowns and showing the peace sign. and the words there are : 2E4; CLASS OF ROCKERS! so i think is too simple. and is not nice :P
argh. i am too stressed over my mid year examinations. feel like crying now. i dunno what to study and i dunno what to do now. i tried to calm myself down. i think i am pressuring myself for like no reason. actually the simple reason is the examination and the good grades. argh. i really hope that GOD will grant me wisdom in all the things i am doin and i can remember all the things i have studied. and i just wanted to have good grades. is that too much? :D
P.S. who want to buy coupons for the carnival at *scape field is $5 each. PLEASE HELP ME!
can u ever imagine that u are eating a bowl of worms?!?!?!?!?! can't imagine isn't it.
well, it happened to me just now. YUCKS! i nearly vomited (actually i did vomited). *pucked* is like i am cooking noodle for my mum, grandfather and for myself. is like disgusting. i think the problem doesn't lets on the expired date. is the number of day that is being placed there [in some place, some corner] erm. i don't feel like thinking bout it or talked about it anymore. i felt disgusted.
today i have just drawn a picture for the class painting design competition. i think is not nice at all. or i can say is moderate. i think stephani's will be nicer than mine [totally agree! man!] is like divided intotwo parts. One part: is a boy and a girl competing (bad side) and second part: is a boy and a gril wearing crowns and showing the peace sign. and the words there are : 2E4; CLASS OF ROCKERS! so i think is too simple. and is not nice :P
argh. i am too stressed over my mid year examinations. feel like crying now. i dunno what to study and i dunno what to do now. i tried to calm myself down. i think i am pressuring myself for like no reason. actually the simple reason is the examination and the good grades. argh. i really hope that GOD will grant me wisdom in all the things i am doin and i can remember all the things i have studied. and i just wanted to have good grades. is that too much? :D
P.S. who want to buy coupons for the carnival at *scape field is $5 each. PLEASE HELP ME!
Saturday, April 21, 2007
8:58 PM
today i shall chant about the ndp training. today have combined training ; with ncc, ncdcc, npcc, red cross, scouts, boys' brigade, sjab and of course guides and etc. today have a indoor training at nee soon camp becoz of the rain. hahahs have shuai ge (handsome guy) hahahs. just kidding. actually not really. hahahs. today i got one new friend, her name is Rachel from st nicks. shes nice. hahahs
ok i think i will be posting after exams. HOPE THAT CAN DO WELL FOR MID YEAR!!!
today i shall chant about the ndp training. today have combined training ; with ncc, ncdcc, npcc, red cross, scouts, boys' brigade, sjab and of course guides and etc. today have a indoor training at nee soon camp becoz of the rain. hahahs have shuai ge (handsome guy) hahahs. just kidding. actually not really. hahahs. today i got one new friend, her name is Rachel from st nicks. shes nice. hahahs
ok i think i will be posting after exams. HOPE THAT CAN DO WELL FOR MID YEAR!!!
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
2:57 PM
Every day it’s getting worse
Do the same things and it hurts
I don’t know if I should cry
All I know if that I’m trying
I wanna believe in youI wanna believe in you
(but you make it so hard to do)
What’s the point of making plans
You break all the ones we have
I don’t know where we were wrong
Because we used to be so strong
I wanna believe in you
I wanna believe in you
So why can’t you be
Be good to me
Chorus:
I don’t ask for much, all I want is love
Someone to see, that’s all I need
Somebody to be, somebody to be, somebody to be,
Good to me, good to me, can you be good to meGood to me, please
I used to think I had it all
Then one day we hit a wall
I had hoped you were the one
Where’s my dream, where has it gone?
I wanted to be with you
Forever just me and you
So why can’t you be
Be good to me
Chorus
Where do I go from here?
You’ve gotten under my skin
And I don’t know how to get out
Of this place that I’m in
Chorus
Every day it’s getting worse
Do the same things and it hurts
I don’t know if I should cry
All I know if that I’m trying
I wanna believe in youI wanna believe in you
(but you make it so hard to do)
What’s the point of making plans
You break all the ones we have
I don’t know where we were wrong
Because we used to be so strong
I wanna believe in you
I wanna believe in you
So why can’t you be
Be good to me
Chorus:
I don’t ask for much, all I want is love
Someone to see, that’s all I need
Somebody to be, somebody to be, somebody to be,
Good to me, good to me, can you be good to meGood to me, please
I used to think I had it all
Then one day we hit a wall
I had hoped you were the one
Where’s my dream, where has it gone?
I wanted to be with you
Forever just me and you
So why can’t you be
Be good to me
Chorus
Where do I go from here?
You’ve gotten under my skin
And I don’t know how to get out
Of this place that I’m in
Chorus
Saturday, April 14, 2007
10:48 PM
today went for the ndp training, the officer there one of them is a indian than is like sometimes the pronouncation is not clear. is like he like to say "good", "outstanding" and one of the Y.A. thought that when the officer say that "put in ur EFFORT" the Y.A. thot that he was saying " put in ur 'F' WORD" is like audrey and me was down there laughing.
it really SUCKS as the days passes by. i cant explain the feeling. we are seperating. through all the tears, the outbreaks, and the ignoring. i think i will find another one but i will remember you since in my heart. in past year, i thought that we are goin very well. well, i am deceiving myself and the people around me. can do anything but to hate myself. i am controling myself in all the communication to reduce to the minimun with you, this is the only way to make me forget u.
today went for the ndp training, the officer there one of them is a indian than is like sometimes the pronouncation is not clear. is like he like to say "good", "outstanding" and one of the Y.A. thought that when the officer say that "put in ur EFFORT" the Y.A. thot that he was saying " put in ur 'F' WORD" is like audrey and me was down there laughing.
it really SUCKS as the days passes by. i cant explain the feeling. we are seperating. through all the tears, the outbreaks, and the ignoring. i think i will find another one but i will remember you since in my heart. in past year, i thought that we are goin very well. well, i am deceiving myself and the people around me. can do anything but to hate myself. i am controling myself in all the communication to reduce to the minimun with you, this is the only way to make me forget u.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
9:36 PM
yesterday, my oral did REALLY SUCKS! oh gosh! i can't remember how many times I've said SINGLISH [for Singaporean not for oral, what deal is it? TELL ME] and i have hesitated during the picture description. and i was talking carp in the conversation. argh. hopefully that i pass. and today have given back the chinese test taken yesterday. argh score 74 mark. however, thankfully, i expected a lower mark than that. and today history was modarate.... argh, i dun want to say i just want pass.
PLEASE CAN YOU SATISFY MY LITTLE WISH!
yesterday, my oral did REALLY SUCKS! oh gosh! i can't remember how many times I've said SINGLISH [for Singaporean not for oral, what deal is it? TELL ME] and i have hesitated during the picture description. and i was talking carp in the conversation. argh. hopefully that i pass. and today have given back the chinese test taken yesterday. argh score 74 mark. however, thankfully, i expected a lower mark than that. and today history was modarate.... argh, i dun want to say i just want pass.
PLEASE CAN YOU SATISFY MY LITTLE WISH!
Monday, April 09, 2007
7:35 PM
I dunno how i am suppose to feel now.
all my feelings dun feel right.
i only wanted to stay beside you.
is that a crime?
and secretly share my laugher with you.
do u mind that?
i think u r a stranger to me now.
i noe nothin about you
and i dun even bother to noe bout me
so whats the use of staying beside.
however my heart is shatter
in pieces or maybe in bits and bits
crying out
long tears that tangled me up
im drowning
help me out of this mess
i just want u feel the same for me like i am in the past
Saturday, April 07, 2007
6:15 PM
yesterday went to the bedok reservoir park for the filming for the history. is like we are like looking for the shelter for a LONG TIME! and there is one up on the hill and when we are walking on the grass patches for field. and there is the sewage where the smell STINKS! so i busybody and went to take a look whats inside and there was a big, giant lizard or called the komodo dragon [is it?] and i was shock that i shouted very loudly. as i thot that it was a dead one. in the end it was not a dead one is alive as my friends said that it have escape. and finally reached the shelter and start filming. and when we had finished parts of the filming as it was late we are like sitting on the bench quite far the shelter [however, it can be seen] where only sher man was there looking after our belongings or maybe sleeping there. and liang foo, gilbert, pat and me was there chit chatting, we were like mad dogs especially gilbert and there was once that liang foo said in a funny way there "someone is invading our HUT" pat and i was like down there laughing.
today also the same. when for ndp then when for the filming as usual but in the sunplaza park. and someone is such a lier. how can lie to us
yesterday went to the bedok reservoir park for the filming for the history. is like we are like looking for the shelter for a LONG TIME! and there is one up on the hill and when we are walking on the grass patches for field. and there is the sewage where the smell STINKS! so i busybody and went to take a look whats inside and there was a big, giant lizard or called the komodo dragon [is it?] and i was shock that i shouted very loudly. as i thot that it was a dead one. in the end it was not a dead one is alive as my friends said that it have escape. and finally reached the shelter and start filming. and when we had finished parts of the filming as it was late we are like sitting on the bench quite far the shelter [however, it can be seen] where only sher man was there looking after our belongings or maybe sleeping there. and liang foo, gilbert, pat and me was there chit chatting, we were like mad dogs especially gilbert and there was once that liang foo said in a funny way there "someone is invading our HUT" pat and i was like down there laughing.
today also the same. when for ndp then when for the filming as usual but in the sunplaza park. and someone is such a lier. how can lie to us
Monday, April 02, 2007
5:28 PM
i am bit screw up by the reaction made by the uncle. is there a crime to sing?. today sher man, sharol, and i was walking to seng siong went reach the bus stop, i was like singing in the cartoon way :"hey hey you you i dun like ya girlfriend" - Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne. the stupid uncle was like following to the rhyme and later after we had walk past him. he was like laughing like a mad man and we all was like laughing our heads off. maybe he had just came out from the mental hospital. -_-lll and when i board the bus sharol sms me that, that uncle still there at the bus stop. and say that i also mad. but i abmit that i am a bit insane at times. and even sakinah ask me to go to the metal hospital. hahahs. but i am not to that extend of that stupid uncle. i am normal at times and almost all the time in school. ahem ahem. 0.o hahahs.
today have geography test and science practical test. i think that the geography was easy but the practical almost all dunno what the instructionwas talking about. and we are all nervous bout tmr the literature coral reading. i was like during music lesson saying that i dun want to come to school for the literature tmr. and than Douglas was like: ok. set lah. dun come. and i remain silent as he is too sacastic.
i am bit screw up by the reaction made by the uncle. is there a crime to sing?. today sher man, sharol, and i was walking to seng siong went reach the bus stop, i was like singing in the cartoon way :"hey hey you you i dun like ya girlfriend" - Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne. the stupid uncle was like following to the rhyme and later after we had walk past him. he was like laughing like a mad man and we all was like laughing our heads off. maybe he had just came out from the mental hospital. -_-lll and when i board the bus sharol sms me that, that uncle still there at the bus stop. and say that i also mad. but i abmit that i am a bit insane at times. and even sakinah ask me to go to the metal hospital. hahahs. but i am not to that extend of that stupid uncle. i am normal at times and almost all the time in school. ahem ahem. 0.o hahahs.
today have geography test and science practical test. i think that the geography was easy but the practical almost all dunno what the instructionwas talking about. and we are all nervous bout tmr the literature coral reading. i was like during music lesson saying that i dun want to come to school for the literature tmr. and than Douglas was like: ok. set lah. dun come. and i remain silent as he is too sacastic.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
2:28 PM
yesterday is the speech day im like yearning to go for it rather than goin to the ndp training. and the timing for the marching was like FAST!! and when marching on the spot that time all the people seems to be running on the spot. it was like damn funny.
call me a spoilbrat and material girl. yeah and i admit it. and that can't be change. or maybe should just give me dote of medicine and chant some kind of magic spells and "BOOOOM" now im insane!?!
yesterday is the speech day im like yearning to go for it rather than goin to the ndp training. and the timing for the marching was like FAST!! and when marching on the spot that time all the people seems to be running on the spot. it was like damn funny.
call me a spoilbrat and material girl. yeah and i admit it. and that can't be change. or maybe should just give me dote of medicine and chant some kind of magic spells and "BOOOOM" now im insane!?!
I NOE A SECRET! :)
everyday have a new yesterday,
and that lead to memories
that is memorable
to everyone.
no one will noe what will happen
the next hour,
next minute,
or even the
next second.
so live ur life fully without any regret