Saturday, April 14, 2007
10:48 PM
today went for the ndp training, the officer there one of them is a indian than is like sometimes the pronouncation is not clear. is like he like to say "good", "outstanding" and one of the Y.A. thought that when the officer say that "put in ur EFFORT" the Y.A. thot that he was saying " put in ur 'F' WORD" is like audrey and me was down there laughing.
it really SUCKS as the days passes by. i cant explain the feeling. we are seperating. through all the tears, the outbreaks, and the ignoring. i think i will find another one but i will remember you since in my heart. in past year, i thought that we are goin very well. well, i am deceiving myself and the people around me. can do anything but to hate myself. i am controling myself in all the communication to reduce to the minimun with you, this is the only way to make me forget u.
today went for the ndp training, the officer there one of them is a indian than is like sometimes the pronouncation is not clear. is like he like to say "good", "outstanding" and one of the Y.A. thought that when the officer say that "put in ur EFFORT" the Y.A. thot that he was saying " put in ur 'F' WORD" is like audrey and me was down there laughing.
it really SUCKS as the days passes by. i cant explain the feeling. we are seperating. through all the tears, the outbreaks, and the ignoring. i think i will find another one but i will remember you since in my heart. in past year, i thought that we are goin very well. well, i am deceiving myself and the people around me. can do anything but to hate myself. i am controling myself in all the communication to reduce to the minimun with you, this is the only way to make me forget u.