Wednesday, September 12, 2007
1:45 AM
Argh, its so saddening, i think that tmr i will cry. yesterday, was the last day for the wake, im very very exhausted. very okay. for that last two days, i was like after school, have to rushed home, have lunch, change clothes and do the ritual even though is against my beliefs, but there is no choice. and seeing my grandma's photo brings back memories and is very hard to believe that she's dead. as at sat, my mum got a call from my father saying that my grandma was having breathing problems, so my grandfather, mother, fourth auntie and me went there to see my grandma at the home (we put her in home because she was suffering from demential.) as after that my brother come and we thot that her condition have stablise because she is having oxygen pipes. so we went home. at about 4+, my grandfather called crying and say that my grandma died, i was like so SHOCK, trying not to believe it and asked my mum to answer the phone. after lots of conformation, i realised is true. is like i still saw her alive in front of me hours ago at that time, and now that she's gone. it was like so unpredictable and unbelievable finding it unacceptable. i cried, almost everyone there cried.
LIFE IS SO FRAGILE, nobody knows what will happen the next hour, or minute, or even seconds
`8 Septenber 2007; I'll Remember you, Grandma.❤
Argh, its so saddening, i think that tmr i will cry. yesterday, was the last day for the wake, im very very exhausted. very okay. for that last two days, i was like after school, have to rushed home, have lunch, change clothes and do the ritual even though is against my beliefs, but there is no choice. and seeing my grandma's photo brings back memories and is very hard to believe that she's dead. as at sat, my mum got a call from my father saying that my grandma was having breathing problems, so my grandfather, mother, fourth auntie and me went there to see my grandma at the home (we put her in home because she was suffering from demential.) as after that my brother come and we thot that her condition have stablise because she is having oxygen pipes. so we went home. at about 4+, my grandfather called crying and say that my grandma died, i was like so SHOCK, trying not to believe it and asked my mum to answer the phone. after lots of conformation, i realised is true. is like i still saw her alive in front of me hours ago at that time, and now that she's gone. it was like so unpredictable and unbelievable finding it unacceptable. i cried, almost everyone there cried.
LIFE IS SO FRAGILE, nobody knows what will happen the next hour, or minute, or even seconds
`8 Septenber 2007; I'll Remember you, Grandma.❤